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  • Happy 6 Years Birthday, Nexus

    Happy 6 Years Birthday, Nexus

    For a creative project, six years isn’t such a long time. Music bands can easily last 40 years. I don’t know how this analogy just came in my head, but it resembles reality surprisingly much. In a way, I think I have a very “music band” approach with this project. Although, in many other ways, it resembles a research venture. Like building a fusion reactor or a space elevator.

    Things have been going very well during the past year. There were surprises, a bit of disappointment (but nothing major) and lots and LOTS of progress. Heaps of progress. Whereas for the first 5 years I built mainly vertically, the project has started to expand horizontally now.

    I originally planned for a bigger reveal this May 1st, but life happened and certain things took longer than expected due to other obligations. But I am safe in my knowledge that things are proceeding at the right pace.

    And with this, I leave you with a new glimpse towards The Nexus.

    ***

    The train hurtles towards its destination, slicing through a lush, verdant forest before skimming effortlessly across a mirror-like lake. Inside, Karl reclines in an over-sized armchair, his legs comfortably propped up on a plush footstool. His eyes, reflecting a seasoned calm, are fixed on the landscape blurring past the window. Above, a digital display embedded in the sleek ceiling catches his attention—the speed indicator reads 782 km/h. A thoughtful frown briefly crosses his features. “We’re slowing down,” he muses internally, his mind as much on their decreasing velocity as on the implications of their arrival.

    Gradually, the imposing shape of the Pyramid comes into clearer view, growing larger with every passing moment. Its colossal form, a masterpiece of deceptive geometry, reflects the sunlight in dazzling, almost blinding patterns. Karl’s eyes narrow slightly as he attempts to gauge its true dimensions. From his calculations and prior briefings, he knows it stands around a hundred meters tall, yet its pyramidal structure, coupled with a glass surface that seems to fold the light around it, makes it appear both infinite and intimate.

    As the train eases into the station nestled at the Pyramid’s base, Karl rises from his seat with the fluid grace of a man accustomed to navigating worlds both strange and familiar. The doors slide open with a soft hiss, and he steps onto the platform, where a rare smile briefly illuminates his weathered face. It’s a smile of triumph and anticipation; despite the achievements that trail behind him like stardust, he recognizes this as merely the initial stride in a much longer journey. Ahead, a cobblestone path winds from the station to the entrance of the Pyramid, flanked by walls that shimmer, casting playful embers under the setting sun.

    Each step along the cobblestone path draws a deepening sense of reverence from within him. The weight of history, of his own long journey, seems to settle upon his shoulders with a comfortable familiarity. The polished titanium gates of the entrance loom ahead, intricate patterns etched upon their surface gleaming as if in greeting. Karl pauses a moment before them, taking in the magnitude of the moment—the gates not only to a new place but to new knowledge and perhaps, new challenges.

    With a silent command, the majestic hexagonal gate responds, its segments unfolding like the petals of some great metallic flower welcoming him into its core. He steps through, his boots echoing softly on the polished stone floor. The corridor stretches before him, pristine and white, adorned with holographic images depicting human progress through the ages—scenes of invention, exploration, and philosophical breakthroughs that stir a blend of pride and humility in his chest.

    After a short walk filled with silent contemplation of the images around him, Karl approaches another gate. This one, crafted from diamond, sparkles with an internal fire that casts prismatic colors across the walls. As it opens, a burst of sound washes over him—the vibrant hum of human voices, laughter, the rhythmic cadence of life. Karl steps through, and the space opens up into a bustling hub of activity. Eyes turn towards him, and the atmosphere shifts subtly as recognition sparks across the faces of those he knows, and those who know of him.

    As Karl steps beyond the diamond gateway, the corridor’s echo of his solitary footsteps is quickly supplanted by the vibrant thrum of human interaction. The nearest groups, previously absorbed in their lively discussions, pause and turn toward him as he enters. Their conversations taper off into silence, a collective breath held in momentary suspense. A few faces break into warm, welcoming smiles, their expressions mingling recognition with respect. Among them, Karl spots several he remembers from distant exploits across the Multiverse—companions of past adventures whose stories had woven briefly with his own.

    Suddenly, the quiet is shattered by a booming laugh that rings with genuine delight. “It’s Karl! Hey, Susan, it’s Karl, get over here!” The voice cuts through the murmurs, turning heads and drawing more smiles from the assembled crowd. Karl’s gaze shifts to locate the source, and his eyes light up with a flicker of amusement as he recognizes the speaker. It’s Horgh, though the man before him bears little resemblance to the memory etched in Karl’s mind. Gone is the formidable carbon exo-skeleton Horgh once wore, replaced now by an elegant, somewhat eccentric tuxedo that seems to blend cultural nuances from countless worlds. The transformation is striking, symbolic of the changes and growth they’ve all undergone since their paths last crossed.

    Horgh strides forward with open arms, his presence as large as his voice. As they embrace, Karl feels the warmth and sincerity of a reunion long overdue. Around them, others join in, clapping Karl on the back, shaking his hand, their greetings imbued with an enthusiasm that transforms the space into something akin to a grand homecoming. It becomes clear they are standing in the Nexus Beacon’s designated reception area, designed to bridge the transition from journey to arrival with a sense of belonging and celebration. The walls themselves, adorned with artful murals and soft, ambient lighting, seem to welcome the travelers home. It’s a place where legends return and tales begin, where every arrival is honored not just as a guest, but as family rediscovered.

    As the initial excitement settles, Karl takes a moment to observe his surroundings more closely. The reception area, expansive and tastefully decorated, serves as both a nexus and a lounge for those newly arrived or preparing to depart. Soft couches line the walls, and interactive terminals stand at intervals, glowing softly with data and maps. The air is filled with a mix of laughter and the softer tones of serious discussion—scholars debating, travelers exchanging tips, friends sharing stories of cosmic ventures. It’s a melting pot of the universe’s finest minds and bravest souls, and Karl, a pivotal figure among them, is right at its heart.

    Horgh, alongside Susan—a fellow traveler and scholar whose curiosity seemed as boundless as the universe itself—guided Karl through the spacious Welcome Hall of the Pyramid’s ground floor. Their steps resonated softly on the polished stone floors, the area vibrant with the animated discussions of various groups strategizing their next moves now that they had reached this pivotal point in their journey.

    “Karl, this place is a marvel,” Horgh began, his voice filled with a mix of awe and frustration. “We’ve been exploring for days, yet we’ve barely scratched the surface. The architecture here is a labyrinth of knowledge and mystery.” He gestured towards several imposing doors lining the corridor, their surfaces smooth and impenetrable. “Many gates remain locked, and it seems we’re not yet permitted to ascend to the higher levels. The guardians of this place are not eager to reveal all their secrets at once.”

    “But come,” Susan interjected, her eyes sparkling with excitement, “there’s one area in particular that I know will capture your interest. Let’s head there first.” Her pace quickened, pulling them along with a contagious enthusiasm.

    They arrived at the Library, a vast room where the air was thick with the scent of ancient parchment and the faint hum of active data terminals. The walls were lined with shelves that reached nearly to the high ceiling, each filled with volumes that promised untold secrets and wisdom. Karl paused, his gaze sweeping over the titles. While it lacked the sheer scale of the legendary Ancient Library of The Kodex of Bha’tur, the collection before him was curated with evident care and precision. “It’s not the quantity but the quality that truly matters,” Susan noted, observing Karl’s impressed expression. “And I assure you, the texts here are among the most potent and profound across the known galaxies.”

    As they moved through the library at a brisk pace, Karl’s fingers occasionally brushed against the spines of the books, each touch sending a faint shiver of anticipation through him. He could sense the depth of knowledge each book held, the weight of wisdom patiently waiting to be discovered.

    At the end of the main hall, another structure caught his attention—a majestic hexagonal gate, its surface etched with intricate symbols that pulsed gently with an inner, purple light. Beyond this gate stood a massive vertical cylinder, stretching up into the shadows of the ceiling far above. “What lies beyond?” Karl inquired, nodding toward the cylinder.

    Susan responded with a hint of mystery coloring her voice, “That is an elevator to the higher levels. Some of the first arrivals, weeks ago, spent hours attempting to decipher its controls. Unfortunately, to no avail. They seem to be secured not just by a code but by biometric data as well—making it accessible only to those with the correct clearance.”

    Horgh added, “The inscription by the controls offers little more than its name and an enigmatic reference to ‘The Projection Room.’ Everything surrounding it on the schematic maps is frustratingly obscured, as if inviting us to unlock its secrets ourselves.”

    Karl’s eyes narrowed thoughtfully, his mind already racing with possibilities and hypotheses about what the upper floors might contain and who—or what—decided the access protocols in such a meticulously managed bastion of knowledge and power.

    Leaving the quiet scholarly sanctuary of the library behind, they continued their tour, with the atmosphere shifting dramatically as they approached their next destination. The muted whispers and gentle rustling of pages were replaced by the lively cacophony of the mess hall. Karl stepped into a scene bustling with energy; laughter echoed off the walls, the clinking of cutlery on plates, and the clang of glasses being set down filled the air. Trays clattered and chairs scraped against the floor as groups of people shifted and settled. The mess hall was a lively hub, the social soul of the Pyramid where residents and visitors alike gathered to refuel and exchange stories.

    Despite the enticing array of aromas wafting from the food stations, Karl’s attention was quickly diverted. He was too intrigued by the pulse of life around him, observing the dynamics of interactions, the blend of uniforms and casual attire that hinted at the varied roles everyone played within this grand structure.

    Their next stop was a stark contrast to both the quietude of the library and the boisterous energy of the mess hall. They entered the sector known as Engineering, which felt like stepping into a giant, buzzing hive. The area was a complex network of rooms and corridors, each differing in shape and size—hexagonal chambers here, square offices there, even some with rounded, dome-like ceilings. The diversity in architecture seemed to mirror the innovative and eclectic minds that worked within.

    In the largest room, a bustling open space filled with desks and holographic displays, twenty individuals were deeply engrossed in their tasks. Before Karl could voice the question forming in his mind, Susan gestured towards the group and said, “These are some of our best engineers and scientists, working on an extraordinary project. They’re developing an artificial muscle that can not only support thousands of tons but also electrify and heal itself when damaged. The design integrates electrical stimuli to enhance healing and resilience, intended for both structural supports and potentially other applications.”

    Karl watched, intrigued, as the team manipulated 3D models and adjusted complex formulas on their screens. “Why this specific functionality?” he asked, drawn to the ambitious nature of their work.

    Susan continued, “This initiative comes directly from the Prime Architect, who was here before any of us. He left behind notes suggesting such innovations in each area we’ve visited. It’s believed that these muscles could revolutionize how we construct and maintain buildings, particularly in environments prone to damage or where rapid repair is crucial.”

    Here, in this modern-day alchemy lab, they weren’t merely producing thought—they were crafting the future, turning ideas into tangible, revolutionary technologies. Each simulation and adjustment by the team brought them closer to a new reality that could potentially reshape construction across the cosmos.

    Each individual was a vital component of this intellectual colony, their contributions forming the building blocks of advancement that could one day ripple across galaxies. The intense concentration and quiet fervor of the room were palpable, as if the air itself buzzed with the electricity of creation.

    As they moved through the interconnected rooms, Karl’s mind raced with questions and possibilities, his innate curiosity further fueled by every new discovery. The engineering wing was a testament to the Pyramid’s role not just as a haven of knowledge, but as a crucible for the physical manifestation of that knowledge, where theory met practice and the impossible began to take shape.

    Guided by Horgh’s intuitive sense of direction, the group made their way towards the MedLab, retracing their steps through the bustling Welcome Hall. The vibrant energy of the space momentarily distracted Karl, drawing his gaze to the diverse array of inhabitants. His expression—one of wide-eyed wonder at the sights around him—elicited gentle chuckles and warm smiles from those who caught his eye. Their laughter was tinged with affection and an understanding of the awe that Nexus Beacon One could inspire in even the most seasoned of travelers.

    Upon entering the MedLab, Karl felt as though he had stepped onto the set of a futuristic film. The room was lined with state-of-the-art medical apparatuses, their sleek designs and quiet hums painting a picture of advanced technological achievement. Displays flickered with complex diagrams and vital statistics. Half of the devices were unfamiliar to Karl, their functions mysterious and intriguing. Susan leaned closer and whispered, “You’re not alone in that; this place is a continual revelation even to us.” Her words offered reassurance, reminding Karl that the frontier of knowledge was always expanding.

    Horgh, noticing Karl’s lingering curiosity mixed with a hint of overwhelm, clapped him on the shoulder. “And now, time to clear your head,” he suggested with a knowing smile. They exited the MedLab, crossed through the Welcome Hall once more, and briskly passed through the lively Mess Hall. Their destination was the inner courtyard, a sanctuary designed to offer peace and reflection.

    The courtyard was a breathtaking spectacle. Modeled like a miniature version of the Pyramid itself, it housed a garden that boasted an intricate arrangement of exotic flowers and ancient trees, their colors vibrant against the backdrop of structured greenery. Water features murmured softly in the background, adding to the serene atmosphere. It was an artistic tapestry of nature, crafted meticulously to soothe and inspire.

    Yet, even in this peaceful environment, Karl’s gaze was inexorably drawn upward, toward the darkened glass that crowned the inner space. Behind the rows of gently glowing halogen lights, the obscured upper levels of the Pyramid hinted at mysteries yet to be unraveled.

    “I do the same,” Susan confessed, following his gaze. “I can’t help but wonder what’s behind those windows. What secrets await us on the other floors?”

    Karl nodded thoughtfully, his mind already turning over the possibilities. “Then I think it’s time to get to work,” he declared, a determined glint in his eye.

    Horgh’s hearty laughter filled the space, resonating even in the vastness of the garden. “Not before you eat, old man, not before you eat!” he boomed, leading them back towards the warmth and camaraderie of the Mess Hall.

    ***

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    The above image does NOT represent the exact same Pyramid where/when (space-time) Karl arrived, but rather that Pyramid about 20 years later, when the Nexus Beacon was activated and operating at near-peak efficiency (~78%).

    See you there…

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  • Happy 5 Years Birthday, Nexus

    Happy 5 Years Birthday, Nexus

    So, it’s been 5 years eh? :). Many iterations later, many evolutions… the Nexus is finally unfolding…

    (what? expected more? I’m busy!)

     

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  • Happy 4 Years Birthday, Nexus

    Happy 4 Years Birthday, Nexus

    Unlike previous years, I have nothing to show from Nexus this time (even though the project has advanced in the past year more than in any of the years before). But I have a lot to say about this life-long commitment. This year I almost struggled to miss the “deadline” of coming up with some content for the 1st of May birthday of Nexus. This year may very well be the ONLY year when I will write ONLY about what this project means to me. I’m fairly confident that when Nexus reaches its round-number 5th birthday, we’ll be very public and, from then until the end, it’ll be one long string of continuous reveals & adventures.

    With every year that passes, I become more and more calm regarding the future of Nexus. I just read what I wrote for the project’s first birthday (I use the word “birth” because Nexus is not a mechanism, it is a lifeform). I was spot on. Four years later, I am amazed by how much of my initial vision is now functional, expressed into reality… magical. The faith I have in the potential of this project is unshakeable. And for somebody who’s almost obsessed with deadlines & results, it takes unshakeable faith to miss a deadline and be happy about it :D.

    During the past 4 years, I have built the central pillar of Nexus. Imagine a 500-story building, but consisting of just 1 elevator and a couple of hallways here and there. No decorations… wait… not even furniture… wait… not even rooms! Everything has to be built in the coming years. And it will be built, patiently and calmly. And I won’t do it alone. Help is already here, and more is on the way.

    In the next 4 years, this project will go from unknown to public and with a strong community around it. In the next 4 months, I’ll start selecting a few very realistic routes for going public and, most importantly, becoming profitable. In the next 4 weeks I’m going to finish some preparations for the first (very private) demos. And the next 4 days will be a Nexus party, both small and huge in the same time focused on content creation, at a rather slow pace due to the rather serious interference that I’m going through both in my personal life and in my professional life (had plans for plorking a bit more focused, but Life had a different opinion on the matter 😀 ).

    Thank you for being here and witnessing the adventure. Well, I know there’s nothing much to witness yet, but trust me, if you read these words in 2022, in about 10 years from now chances are we’ll be laughing at how awesome it was to be one of the first to know about this project.

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  • Happy 3 Years Birthday, Nexus

    Happy 3 Years Birthday, Nexus

    Hand of Fate 1
    Hand of Fate (work in progress)

    Be ready to take this hand
    Journey into a magic land
    Light imagination’s fire
    Fulfill the mind’s desire

    ***

    Back in 2018, after just two weeks with Nexus in my head, I knew this is going to be a lasting project (a life-long project to be precise). What was and still is a mystery is where it will lead. It has now been three years since the first direct plork (play-work) happened for Nexus.

    I expected this creation to reach some level of maturity by now. And it has. But… not the way I thought. I am both quite far from the original idea, and yet very close to an earlier release. I also didn’t expect to witness the gracefulness through which things arrange around Nexus. It’s all about patience and trusting in the transformative power of this creative journey.

    The hand you see above, is a Hand of Fate. And, as the year progresses, more will be revealed about it and its siblings.

    That being said…

    ***

    The Nexus has arrived.

    Today, in some Universes, I am unveiling the project. Not in this Universe though. In this Universe, I have a day job which takes up many hours. In this Universe, I have to deal with debts and other duties which suck up most of my creative force. But of course, I’m not worried. Because the Nexus has arrived. Debts & duties gradually fade away, and my focus will only increase.

    I have been advancing very well in vital areas of the project and I’m more confident than ever that it will be a successful product. My professional experience is the anchor that my wild imagination needs. Without some anchoring, I’d simply drift off into an endless fractal, over-engineering Nexus to the point of uselessness. Thankfully, I know where to stop and to wait for backup to arrive (which it will, when the project is going to go public). Speaking of that… I can’t wait for that to happen (but I will :D). Going public with this project will probably be one of the most entertaining things I’ll experience in this life. What will follow will be pure joy and celebration.

    When will Nexus go public? As I’ve learned after one year of serious health issues in my immediate family, that will depend on a lot of factors (mostly time&money-related). The next window of opportunity is the 1st of November, but by the look of things, I’d say 1 year from now is more likely. But given that in some Universes the Nexus isn’t even beginning to manifest, I’m grateful if I get to start expressing it even 5 years from now.

     

    ***

     

    The Multiverse awaits.

    Hand of Fate 2
    Hand of Fate (work in progress)

     

    P.S.: This is the birthday song for Nexus’ 3 years anniversary. The quote at the start of the song is from Frank Herbert’s Dune.

    Maceo Plex – Swan Dive (YouTube)

    Maceo Plex – Swan Dive (Spotify)

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  • Happy 2 Years Birthday, Nexus

    Happy 2 Years Birthday, Nexus

    They call it the Plain of Infinity. That’s because nobody ever found its end. No matter in what direction they would venture, they would never find anything but endless fields of grass and flowers, cut into a majestic tapestry by slow, lazy rivers. For all they know, the mountain around which they built their city is the only prominent feature of this world. Their technology is a strange mix, constrained in its development by this world’s scarce resources.

    For thousands of years they’ve been mapping their world, trying to find something, anything. Other people, perhaps another city, even a ruined one. A hill, another mountain, a crater or perhaps a sea, like in the legends with ships that battled each other on wide expanses of water.

    But there was nothing. To make matters worse, all the maps they drew became worthless in a couple of years. Rivers would change their path, the colors of the Plains shifting as species of vegetation replaced each other.

    Most people had given up and were living a life of careful stagnation, in balance with the few resources they had. But some of them would never give up the hope that there was some sister city on this strange world, some other culture they could talk to. These people are the Valiant Explorers. An ancient order that is sworn to find a cure to their eternal loneliness.

    Their astronomers could tell that they orbit a small, orange star, alongside three other larger planets. They had measured their world by the curvature of the horizon seen from the peaks of the mountain. It wasn’t large. Even so, sometimes, Valiant Explorers would travel too much, never to be seen again.

    Kate leaves the city through the East gate. She bears the white and yellow garments of Valiant Explorers. Seven trusted companions will travel with her. They are sworn to accompany her for as long as their wits and bodies can endure. They each have twelve beasts of burden with them. Older expeditions were done with vast resources, but that was hundreds of years ago. The Valiant Explorers have dwindled, and Kate is among the last astronomers of this ancient order.

    She has picked her companions carefully. Samuel and Mora are cartographers. Patros, Ylva and Vasyl are farmers. Ronin is a doctor and Hanys is a toolsmith. Today, they ride their beasts towards the sunrise. They have maps, compasses, telescopes, spyglasses, medicine and a massive amount of food, because no matter how beautiful the Plain of Infinity is, its vegetation provides almost no nutrition, its rivers are dead and no seed had ever grown there.

    There is little celebration. Few people have gathered at the outskirts of the City to see them depart, mostly family of the few of them who have such a thing. Kate has no family. Her parents had both become Valiant Explorers and have left long ago, never to be seen again. Their ancient order is slowly fading away and perhaps soon, the Mountain City will abandon its last hopes, always wondering why they were left orphans on this world… or perhaps not even that.

    The sun rises again. Its light sparkles through the dew hanging from multicolored flowers. In the sparkling field of jewelry lies a dirty, skeletal woman. Kate opens her eyes. Sunken in their orbits, they still haven’t lost their spark.

    She rises, slowly. She waits for the earth to stabilize under her feet, swooning. Four sticks are hanging from her shoulders. Two are her arms. The other, are… two sticks. “The first step is the hardest” she whispers, not daring to use her broken voice.

    Like a strange, four-legged spider, she moves across the plain with her head down in the ground, not wanting to waste the energy to look ahead. She is so light now that she barely leaves a trace in the grassy, flowery field. The hours pass. The sun is on top of her now, drying her. The only thing not in short supply here is water. Kate opens the small bottle hanging from her belt and takes a few sips.

    A few more hours pass. She stumbles and falls to the ground. It’s not the first time her muscles betray her. And every time it’s harder to get up. But as always, she does. She checks her compass and continues. After a few more steps she pauses, thinking. It’s an activity that doesn’t happen often these days. Thinking takes too much energy. But she’s thinking about something.

    Why is she thinking? What caused this? She takes one more step, then the thinking happens again. The thinking was caused by a reflex. Her eyes are reporting something unusual. Was that something glistening through her hair? The sun should be behind her by now. She slowly raises her skull, narrow eyes emerging from the curtain of departing dirty hair.

    Her eyes widen a bit. Then widen a bit more. Her lips start to treble. There… up ahead… lies… a pyramid. A white pyramid with a blue, blinding light shining on top. “Whhhhh” she croaks. Now she’s really thinking. Not words. Words are too little. Her brain doesn’t need words now. She needs those thoughts that unlock the last powers in her body. And suddenly, her muscles do not tremble anymore. She drowns in adrenaline. And she starts in a last, perhaps self-destructive march.

    The sky grows darker but on she walks, her feet steadier perhaps than even the day she left the Mountain City. She feels like her body’s dying, but she knows she will reach the pyramid. It has grown. A lot. It is now occupying half the space between earth and sky, and yet she’s still far from it.

    Night falls, but not Kate. She walks on, like a specter of willpower itself. Her disheveled body basks in the cold, blue light of the pyramid’s sun, until she finally approaches the structure enough for the sun to disappear, indicating the pyramid has some sort of plateau on top.

    The pyramid is one huge staircase. She’s not surprised to realize she can take the first step. She looks above. It seems endless. Walking was one thing. But now… to climb… this… it must be thousands of steps. Or tens of thousands. There is a temptation to take a nap before the climb. She resists it: “The first step is the hardest”.

    Kate climbs, and climbs, and climbs, and climbs. And as the sun rises somewhere behind the pyramid, she climbs some more. She sometimes stops, with her head resting on a step, her ear pressed against the cold stone. Is there a sound coming from inside? Is that a vibration she feels, at the edge of the senses? Before sleep can encroach on her, she lifts her head and continues.

    Strangely, instead of growing weaker, she feels stronger. With every step she takes, she feels more whole. And, even though she does not see it, her body is rejuvenating. Her breasts are again pressing against her dirty shirt. Her legs are again thicker than her arms. But she doesn’t notice this. She eats the steps, one after the other, with the determined hunger of one that witnesses the blossoming flower of one’s destiny.

    She never looks behind, to see how the pyramid is in the middle of a gigantic spiral pattern within the Plain of Infinity. She never worries that she might stumble and fall. Step after step, she ascends. Is she the first one to be here? There are no markings or leftovers on the clean, perfect white steps of the structure.

    After one more step, she feels, rather than sees the blue light. It is so strong it can be felt. She doesn’t dare to look ahead. She takes one more step and almost shouts in surprise when the light dies. Now she can look at what waits for her atop the pyramid.

    A person dressed in a black robe sits cross-legged between two purple pillars. A bald, white head with gray eyes stares at her, expressionless. Whether it’s a man or a woman, she can’t tell.

    A warm smile dawns on the person’s face: “Welcome, Kate. We’ve been expecting you”.

    She blinks. A muscle twitches on her face. Is this real or is she dreaming or dying on a patch of poisonous flowers? A part of her knows this is real. So, she steels herself and asks: “We?”

    Just as she asks the question, she is suddenly aware of a presence circling her. It makes her hairs raise. Then, she jerks. It’s as if an enormous hand has gripped her body. A feeling of fear almost starts to nag her, before waves of excitement wash it away. She is lifted off the ground, rising slowly in the air. A hypnotic, dreamlike ecstasy takes over her. She hasn’t felt happier in her entire existence. It is time.

    The black-clad person stands up.

    “Open the Portal, Conduit”, she hears herself say with a steady, sure voice.

    The Conduit takes a deep bow and steps aside.

    Between the two purple pillars, an explosion of blue light blinds her. As blue fades to black, her eyes turn gray. “It’s all right”, a warm voice speaks in her mind. “You won’t need them for a while.”

    She feels the energy of the Portal flow into her. Her arched body floats towards the light, with an amazed smile on her face. Then, everything disappears.

    Beyond the beginning, Shards of the Nexus float through a Mist of Universes. Sometimes, they touch each other, and great discharges of creational energy flash through the Mist. The force of imagination pushes through time and space, vibrating, reorganizing, modulating, pulsating. It’s a sort of gravity that works to bring the Shards together. The Nexus is reconstructing itself. Its Agents of Light roam the multiverse, touching Minds, inspiring, helping, protecting, nourishing and, on rare occasions, destroying.

    Kate is one such agent. And she’ll be back.

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  • Happy Birthday, Nexus

    Happy Birthday, Nexus

    “Everything that can exist, does exist.”

    One year ago, a seed of the Nexus hit something in me. The Nexus is a place that exists outside time, but when fertilizing my intellect, it has bound itself to this Now. A figment of my imagination as I am a figment of its Existence, the Nexus has been steadily growing in my mind ever since, seeking the ideal way to express itself so that others can begin discovering it.

    I don’t understand much yet. I just know that this “project” (switching to plain English now) means a lot to me. To explain just how much, I will share with you an image.

    I found the graphic below almost a decade ago. I loved how it condenses entire books of life, career and development advice into a single image. In this case, a picture is worth a million words.

    Purpose
    Purpose

    This image was in my possession years before I was found by the Nexus. Several months after starting work on the project, I rediscovered it and was thunderstruck when I realized that Nexus fits in all four circles, thus meaning that engaging with it is my (creative) purpose.

    Coincidentally, the definition of the word “nexus” means “the core or center”, “a connected series or group”, “a means of connection, a link or tie”. So it’s funny that in my case, that little star in the middle of the graphic represents the Nexus.

    What is it?

    For now, I can say that Nexus is a creative undertaking that chiefly involves literature, alongside other forms of creative expression. And if the 1st of May 2018 signifies the birthday of Nexus, its conception dates back to January 2015 when I started work at a short story titled “She’s Waiting in the Library”. It was never officially published, although several of my close friends have read it.

    My perception of the Nexus is, for the most part, an evolutionary explosion starting from that short story and spanning multiple dimensions of imagination.

    I will now dive right in and take you on the first official reveal of the project.


    Characters

    All the world’s a stage… and what would a stage be without its Actors? Here are some of the Actors involved in discovering what the Nexus really is.

    Lovely

    Biography

    Lovely thinks she knows you very well. At least part of you. That’s because she speaks to the mischievous, playful and sensual. Most sentient beings can resonate with at least one of those traits.

    Lovely’s main goal? To have fun. Sounds simple enough, right? Not when you’ve been around a couple of millennia.

    Lovely’s main problem? She’s bored. But rumor has it that there’s one BIG surprise left undiscovered. It’s like that last gig that wins you enough of whatever to start planning your retirement. And that gig is called the Nexus.

    First Scene

    Every experience is a surprise waiting to unfold its story. Lovely likes opening presents. She thrives on the bubbling anticipation of approaching her objective, sensing it from all perspectives as it reveals itself. That’s how she approaches any new circumstance, like a cat, stalking, circling, making sure all angles are covered. And that’s why her first appearance in this story is somewhere within the forest surrounding a large settlement.

    She rides her usual trick, a cross between a tricycle and a gazebo if you can imagine that. She sits underneath the protective hexagonal roof, together with her trusted cat, Tricky. They’re looking at the settlement below from underneath the sheltering shadow of the trees. This will be fun.

    Azucena

    Biography

    A druid hailing from a long line of Nature Healers. Her world is mostly covered by thick forest. There are several sentient species inhabiting the forest, most of which live in harmony with nature. Azucena’s tribe has a symbiotic relationship with a species of ancient tree, which they call the Tree of Ages. The roots of the tree run long and deep. It is so that Azucena’s people have learned of a dire threat to their forest.

    The Tree of Ages has imparted a vision to her. A long journey is awaiting her. It will be both beautiful and terrible. And at the very end, within the Nexus, lies a new beginning.

    First Scene

    Among the hills surrounding the Eternal Mountain, there is one that is so different, it might as well have crashed there from another world. Unlike its siblings covered by thick forests, only tall grass waves in the wind upon this mound’s steep slopes. But that’s not the strangest thing about it. Neither are the bizarre purple rocky formations jutting through the tall grass here and there.

    What defies explanation is the massive tree that thrones upon it. With branches the size of castles, its colossal roots flow like rusty rivers across the hill, sometimes taller than the grass surrounding them. The only thing that seems to have managed to stand in their way are the mysterious purple formations, around which nothing grows.

    Azucena stands at the bottom of the hill, where the huge roots sink who knows how deep into the world, perhaps down to its very heart.

    Karl Sandros

    Biography

    Karl is a man of many talents. Unlike a jack of all trades, he’s a master in everything he has ever set his mind to. He became powerful enough to understand humility. A hermit, he often ponders why this Existence and not another? He thinks you might be wondering this sometimes as well. Life has taught him that there’s an answer to every question.

    Open to every decision, willing to partake in any ritual, Karl will accompany anybody who helps him find his precious Flower. Chasing one’s dream seems like a never-ending quest. But Karl has at long last divined the location of the Flower. It’s in that place everybody he ever crossed paths with seems to gravitate towards, whether they’re aware of it or not. That place is the Nexus. And Karl will get there, one way or the other.

    First Scene

    The office is quiet. Most detectives have gone out for lunch or have left early to prepare for the Thanksgiving celebration. Upon the only occupied desk, a plastic fan is struggling to cope with the failing air conditioning. It’s another sweaty summer in this modern-day New York police precinct.

    The phone rings. The hairy elbow next to it is busy doing crosswords. The phone keeps ringing. At the fifth ring, the lips of the elbow’s owner form out words too dirty to print. He picks up.

    “Uhh… sir?”, says a trembling voice on the other end.

    “Yes, officer”, the man answers, with a tone of voice at the crossroads between irritation and boredom. He seems like he had practiced this answer for years and he has now brought it to the stage of fine art.

    “There’s… uuuh… there’s a guy with a flaming staff standing in the middle of Times Square sir.”

    “Shoot him,” says the detective with his most casual voice, never taking his eyes off the crosswords.

    “Sir?”

    “Flaming staff, Times Square. Shoot him, damn it!”

    Silence from the other end. The detective’s attention goes back to the crosswords in front of him. He frowns. He figured out the word he’s been so busy solving. It’s “staff”.

    “Hello?” he asks.

    “Sir? I’m afraid.”

    ***

    “Why, child?” asks the man with the staff.

    We’re now on the street where Karl Sandros first arrived on Earth.

    “Put that stick down!” gnarls Jack.

    “I liked it better when you were calling it staff. I can’t put it down. It would seriously damage your street”, laughs the man.

    The young officer bites his lips. He is somewhat unable to control his shivering. His partner’s gun is also shaking in front of her. Jack’s nerves are wrecked by the enormous pleasure he feels looking at the orb of fire floating at the top of the stranger’s staff. It’s as if all the dreams he ever had have been invited for a hypnotic dance inside an imagination he never thought he had.

    His partner is also at the end of her wits. She manages to blurt out something from her memories: “Identify yourself!”

    She blinks. In that instant, all at once, she can see all the choices needed to make any of her dreams come true. Everything she ever wished for was somehow related to that mysterious orb of fire gently floating between the occult-looking wooden fingers of the old man’s staff.

    “Tell me child, did you ever hear about the antichrist?”

    Jack’s lips start trembling.

    The old man laughs. “Oh, don’t worry! I don’t bite. Such a remarkably gullible civilization you have here. Just a word from your books and you go all soft in the knees. What wonderful cultural programming! I wish to meet the beings that shaped you so. As they say… ‘take me to your leader!’, child.”

    “Sir, you better get down here”, yelps Jack in his radio.

    Horgh

    Biography

    Hate is Horgh’s favorite dish. He loves smoldering hate and he’s good at cultivating it day by day. We all have moments when we turn to the destructive, the darker side of Existence. Horgh knows that. And he’s making a bet that somebody will be brave enough to admit it and accompany him on a destructive ride beautiful enough to make the Gods cry.

    What Horgh hates the most is being told what to do. He’s been ordered one too many times. It never stops. But there’s a way out, or so he heard. It’s all about a place of power so strong, so significant that it wraps around it the fabric of everything that was, is and will be. And that place is called the Nexus.

    First Scene

    Born and raised in a post-apocalyptical desert has its perks. Such as the armor fused to Horgh’s body, protecting him from most threats his world could throw at him. But this is not his world. This fetid, disgusting jungle is certainly not his world.

    He steps on a snake, crushing its skull and taking pleasure in the sound of squishy meat bursting through cracked bone. He killed more creatures here in the past week than in decades before. It’s quickly becoming boring though. They’re too frail, too unsuspecting and way too stupid.

    Then, he starts noticing it. A strange sound that accompanies him with every step. A high-pitched squeak that becomes more unnerving by the minute. Perhaps the creatures here are weak, but the humidity is strong. It’s affecting his armor.

    Places

    All the world’s a stage… in fact, there are a lot of stages. Here are some of Places involved in the journey towards the Nexus.

    Each of the Actors above has a Nemesis, with whom they are racing to reach the Nexus. The first four of these Places are each connected to one of the Actors’ Nemeses. Can you guess whose Nemesis is connected to which Place? The fifth and last Place (The Crashed City) is the Place where… well, just read on!

    The Village

    A Universe spins into existence, twists your way and brings you an image. It’s a small village tucked between two hills. Up on the sky, stars flicker out one by one. Mist flows through empty streets, after descending the ragged peaks that throne all around the valley. There’s only one path leading up to the village. It passes a guardhouse before heading straight to the only two-stories building, the tavern.

    There’s nobody in the guardhouse. Nobody to hear the first sounds made by the visitor. It’s a mix of footsteps and that of a number of metallic objects scraping each other. Had there been somebody in the guardhouse, now it would have been time to sound the alarm.

    The visitor is a visitor because he doesn’t look like he uses to inhabit any of the modest wooden huts here. His leather and steel dress is covered in belts, hangers and bags. There are objects tucked in there that only imagination can try – and most likely fail – to understand. A couple of knives and other sharp, glistening objects do seem to indicate that everything he’s carrying has but one purpose: to… remove obstacles.

    The Sentinel

    It’s a day like any other on the deck of this solar system’s hyperspace junction control tower. There are no ships inbound, no ships outbound. Business as usual. A single biped is on the deck, sitting in a reclining chair, wearing a sensorial suit. Dozens of tubes and wires connect the creature to various ports located on the floor.

    The control tower looks like a dark gray rod, drifting just outside the sun’s heliosphere, from where its signals can beam loud and clear across the interstellar medium. It’s almost invisible in all spectrums, save for light perhaps. It sometimes blocks the meager shine of the small brown dwarf star it circles. The object, less than 100 meters in length, is loaded with all sorts of sensors – dishes, antennas, lenses, radars.

    But the most important sensor is located deep within the vessel: a small quantum confinement chamber. It’s a small cube placed on the forehead of the sentinel, for the fastest possible information transfer to its brain.

    The biped in the chair suddenly jerks, as if woken up from a dream. As soon as it does this, the control tower uses a number of boosters to change its alignment. It takes less than a second for the control tower to fold space and show up on the other side of the heliosphere, where an unusual ray of light is about to enter the solar system.

    The control tower identifies the ray as an information transmission from a previously unknown civilization. The sentinel uses one of the tower’s lenses to absorb and block the ray, safeguarding the nascent civilization behind it from yet another source of cultural pollution. It catalogs the information and decides that no answer is necessary.

    Just as the sentinel is about to return to its slumber, it is, for the very first time in its long life, surprised. An object, a very large object, emerges from quantum stealth. It shows up directly in front of the control tower. It’s a spaceship of monstrous size, almost twice that of the small red dwarf star. The sentinel knows this ship. It has seen it in the archives. Its immense gravitational force is suffocating. The sentinel engages a shield, in a feeble attempt to protect the solar system and its planets.

    The Swamp

    A labyrinth of grassy paths connects thick, heavy trees that support dozens of species of different vines. Life in this place isn’t counted in heads or legs. It’s counted in layers. Life here is thick and busy. Except for one spot. One large, dark desiccated dead circle upon which a gateway stands – a black frame covered in the writings of a thousand madmen.

    A woman appears in the middle. No fancy special effects. She just appears and begins walking towards one of the paths. Ahead of her, reed withers. Vines strangle the trees. Frogs scurry deep underneath the sheltering life-giving mud, which promptly crushes them, convulsing and drying out with her approach. Trees sizzle and their bark exfoliates. Upon seeing her, birds peck each other’s eyes.

    The Mountain

    Gray, dark clouds swirl around an almost perfect cone of snow-covered rock. Hundreds of meters below, where the slope eases for a while into a narrow ledge, a man enveloped in red robes dances the sky. His hands channel the power of his vestments directly into the surrounding atmosphere, tormenting the air for hundreds of miles around. He stops, grabs a fistful of snow and laughs as it grows sharp, icy spikes.

    A duel is about to take place, a challenge unlike this world has ever seen. A battle that no inhabitant of this world will see, but will nevertheless be affected by it.

    There is, however, one spectator waiting for the other combatant to appear.

    “And that’s you”, shouts the man, speaking into your mind. “Let me win, Chooser. Give me the power to plunge this world into life-giving chaos. Let us end their boring peace, let us see their heroes rise!”

    The Crashed City

    They climb the last few meters and emerge on top of a precipice overlooking a lush valley. Their eyes widen. The sight beneath is too unreal to process. Fear tries to offer an escape into the irrational, but curiosity glues their feet to the ground.

    There, in the middle of an azure lake surrounded by a purple forest lies their destination. It’s a huge chunk of rock on top of which lies a city. Its architecture is unlike anything they have ever seen. The massive boulder seems to have been ripped out of some other planet and flung out here.

    The first of this world’s suns, a large, dirty orange sphere, is setting. Deep red rays make their way through the blaring blue light of the much larger star lying at the center of this solar system. The multicolored light glistens off the glassy surfaces of the alien city. It looks deserted.

    Some buildings have crumbled. Birds have nested inside shattered cupolas. The city’s parks and gardens have been infested by local species, now engaged into a decades-long battle over the little soil still available. It’s a sight to behold, but they do well to rush back into the protective forest where thick purple leaves shelter them from the merciless blue sun.

    At long last, night will soon come. They will then have to somehow reach the city, either by swimming or by using Horgh’s grapple hook. Azucena is eager to delve into the undoubtedly warm water of the lake. Lovely thinks balancing on a steel wire will be fun. Karl just smiles. Here comes their first step towards the Nexus…

    by Patrik Lindholm^
    by Magdalena Korzeniewska^
    by Lerrno^
    by Thomas Dubief^

    Follow www.michaelaxonn.com^ or the FaceBook page^ for more updates on Actors, Places, Story Arcs and ultimately, the first version of the project which ties all together!

    But wait… I’m not done yet.


    The Last Deadline

    I’ve been a racer all my life. I’ve raced for people’s attention and love, for accomplishing this or that, for meeting deadlines imposed on me and, worst of all, for meeting deadlines I imposed on myself.

    I’ve decided that this 1st of May is my last deadline. Approaching this date has put quite a lot of pressure on me. I really wanted to publish the very first version of my representation of the Nexus now, roughly one solar revolution after I made the first steps on this journey of creation. But my intellectual baby is still far from being able to talk, so I’ll wait.

    Meeting deadlines can be poisonous and even lethal for any creation. It damages not only the quality of the product but also the way it is launched. A rushed launch is no good.

    From today onwards, I will pick a different course. I will pick to flower. To wait, with calm, for the right moment to perform and to show, to involve and to ask for help. And in Nexus, everybody and everything is involved. And I do mean everybody and everything.

    From now on, one of my mantras shall be the famous:

    It’s ready when it’s ready!

    The Future

    I have absolutely no doubt that Nexus will be a successful project, product, creative endeavor and investment. Every quark of every atom in my body screams this in complete ecstasy for what is to come.

    If you would like to contribute to growing this project, please support me:

    https://www.patreon.com/michaelaxonn^
    or
    http://mentatul.com/mentatul-needs-your-help/^

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  • Official Site Launched

    Official Site Launched

    Hello! :). I’m the official site of Michael Axonn, a writer who decided to do an Open Source Literature^ experiment. As official site of Michael, it is within my attributions to properly represent this author’s work while in the same time providing you, dear reader, with a pleasant experience. It’s a tricky task that requires balance and flexibility, but I think I can pull it off. I’m quite young, but enthusiastic.

    I like powerful servers and lots of bandwidth but I don’t have many visitors for the time being. So, I’m fine sharing the same server with a zillion other websites and making the best of the bandwidth I have. I would like to meet more people and get a bit more popular. If you think I’m worth it, I hope you can help me with that. One of the perks of being a website is that I can talk to a lot of people in the same time – but don’t get jealous now.

    As a website, being around at all times is what I do. Unlike you humans, I don’t need to sleep. But like you humans, I can have my bad days. If I have a bad day, I hope that you will be patient and forgiving. If you think I should improve on something constructive criticism^ is what I need.

    Hopefully, I’m easy to understand. You can always see what’s on the menu, but feel free to get lost among my pages. There are ways I can let you know when something new is going on (RSS, social media), but feel free to visit my address obsessively. I like it when I’m tickled in my Google Analytics page.

    Thank you for being here. My purpose has now been justified. I am a happy website whose life mission is now complete. All thanks to you! See? You did at least one good thing today – made a website happy.

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